safe and inside, alive.

Things change. It doesn't mean they get better.

I can’t compete. He’s not having an affair. He’s not trying to hurt me. He’s just… The only people who don’t know that Derek loves Meredith are Derek and Meredith. How do I compete with that?

Addison Montgomery - Damage Case 2.24

It’s a terrible love
That I’m walking with spiders
It’s a terrible love that I’m walking in
It’s a terrible love
That I’m walking with spiders
It’s a terrible love that I’m walking in
It’s quiet company
It’s quiet company

And I can’t fall asleep
Without a little help
It takes awhile
To settle down
My shivered bones
Wait til the panics out

[…]

But I won’t follow you
Into the rabbit hole
I said I would
But then I saw
Your shivered bones
They didn’t want me to

It’s a terrible love
And I’m walking with spiders
It’s a terrible love that I’m walking in
It’s a terrible love
That I’m walking with spiders
It’s a terrible love that I’m walking in

It takes an ocean not to break

leilockheart:

leilockheart:

quote submitted by caisido16

leilockheart:

leilockheart:

quote submitted by caisido16

I lied. I’m not out of this relationship. I’m in. I’m so in, it’s humiliating, because here I am, begging — Just, shut up. You say Meredith and I yell, remember? — Okay, here it is. Your choice. It’s simple. Her or me. And I’m sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big… Pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window… Unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me.

Meredith Grey [2.5 Bring The Pain]

Nothin’ goes as planned. 
Everything will break.People say goodbyeIn their own special way.All that you rely onAnd all that you can fakeWill leave you in the morningBut find you in the day
 Oh you’re in my veinsAnd I cannot get you out.Oh you’re all I tasteAt night inside of my mouth.Oh you run awayCause I am not what you found.Oh you’re in my veinsAnd I cannot get you out.

Nothin’ goes as planned.

Everything will break.
People say goodbye
In their own special way.
All that you rely on
And all that you can fake
Will leave you in the morning
But find you in the day

Oh you’re in my veins
And I cannot get you out.
Oh you’re all I taste
At night inside of my mouth.
Oh you run away
Cause I am not what you found.
Oh you’re in my veins
And I cannot get you out.

you’re the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.

you’re the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.

la felicità forse è un’altra cosa, ma quello che mi è passato sotto gli occhi, questi anni, non lo cambierei mai con niente.

Stefano Benni